I DON’T LIVE HERE ANYMORE ALBUM LYRICS

Track 1. Eclipse
Eclipse my sun
Eclipse my sun

Running out the door
Returning from the war
Throw my arms around your neck
I’ll never see those years again
Taking it by force
Feeling no remorse
The heir to every fortune
I was nothing if not there behind you

You need it all more than I need anything
Need the song more than I need not to sing
Need the war more than I need it to end
It’s an honour to serve you my friend
You need the love more than I need not to hate
Need the story more than I need my fate
Need to build more than I need not to break
It’s my duty to serve you my grace 
Eclipse my sun
Fire my gun

Running out the door
Pining for the sword
Lay my head upon the ground
Who would want me now
I was abducted each night in my death
They didn’t keep me, they let me descend
Hold me lightly
Start me over again

My body, my blood
My life, your drug
It’s never enough
It’s never enough
Your word, your flood
My earth, be done
There was never any love

Eclipse my sun
Fire my gun
I was abducted each night in my death
They didn’t keep me, they let me descend
Let me descend

My body, my blood
My life, your drug
It’s never enough
It’s never enough
Your word, your flood
My earth, be done
There was never any love

Track 2. Portrait Of God

The primordial hail
The animal grail
You stand in the awe
You’re alone in a room
It’s a picture of you
It’s a portrait of god

You built the word in seven days
Crocheted the curtain set the stage
There’s only one you are the one
The carnation and the gun

You broke the world in seven days
Tore the fabric built the cage
It’s only you that you regale 
The hammer and the nail


The primordial hail
The animal grail
You stand in the awe
You’re the stone in the Lourve
It’s a vision of you
It’s a portrait of god

You raised the world and made it great
Composed the sun and forged the rain
It’s only you and you’re to blame
The player and the game
You fell the world and set the date
Ruined matter shattered space
It’s only you that you betray 
The trouble and the way

 The primordial hail
The animal grail
You stand in the awe
You’re alone in a room
It’s a picture of you
It’s a portrait of god

The primordial hail
The animal grail
You stand in the awe
You’re the stone in the Lourve
It’s a vision of you
It’s a portrait of god

 Where's the nothing
Feed the nothing

I watched you talk to no one
I saw you speak to you
Oh beautiful suffering
Oh reverent joy
I know you heard the answer
You are the light in flesh
I see you
I see you
Sing to the darkness

 I love when you confess
For all that you transgress
Inside your Sunday best
A portrait
A portrait
I love when you confess
For all that you transgress
Inside your Sunday best

Track 3. Prepare The Moon

 Ooh you live to please
Get on your knees
Ooh you live to please
I call you come to me
I call I call I call you come to me
I call I call I call you come to me 

Love’s got a different face
You wrote the law
A different kind of game
Than I played when I was small

Worship the hammer
Purchase a star
Mind all your manners
Open wide, say ahhh 

Ooh you live to please
Get on your knees
Ooh you live to please
I call you come to me

I call I call I call you come to me 
I call I call I call you come to me 

I call I call I call you come to me 
I call I call I call you come to me 

I don’t know anybody else
Who swallows me like you
Mother taught me well
(Mother doesn't know herself) 
Water me higher
Water me higher
Prepare the moon
I’m coming

Worship the hammer
Purchase a star
Mind all your manners
Open wide, say ahhh 

Ooh you live to please
Get on your knees
Ooh you live to please
I call you come to me

I call I call I call you come to me 
I call I call I call you come to me 

I call I call I call you come to me 
I call I call


Prepare the moon
Prepare the moon
Prepare the moon 

Prepare the moon 
Prepare the moon 
I’m coming

Track 4. If I Don’t See You feat. Boox Kid

 I felt the love it’s coming back
We held the whole world in our hands
I know there’s much that you regret
My darling it’s not over yet

 I find my way back
I do it every lifetime
I forget then I remember
I wake in the road and I feel what I owe
I surrender

 I don’t wanna die
(Hold me)
We’ve been here before
I don’t wanna live
(Show me)
We’ve been here before
If I don’t see you in the end
If I don’t see you in the end
Meet here again
Meet here again

 There’s a hole in the heart of you
Fruit of eve
I never wanted anything that I could have
Know me
(I never wanted anything)
There's nothing to forgive 
We knew not what we did 

 How can anybody say that they know anything 
Am I the only one who doesn't know 
We haven't faced the light (lie) we live in 
I waited too long now it's gone 

If I don’t see you in the end
If I don’t see you in the end
Meet here again
Meet here again

If I don’t see you in the end
If I don’t see you in the end
Meet here again
Meet here again
Meet here again

Track 5. You’re A Killer, I’m Alive

I am the age that you were then
When you used to make me sing
I did everything
To please you
I’m not grateful for this
I’m not grateful for this

Hold me like an object
Will me like a prophet
Live on pious ground
Love me like a godhead
Hate me like you see red
Holier than thou
I had to fall upon your knife
You’re a killer, I’m alive

I’ve seen the end and I forgive you now and then
I felt everything the house it had to breathe
I laid my head down on the floor
And you’re still trying to find the door
Now that I’m wiser I can see
It's a story on a story
Am I ready now to hold me
Grant me your release
I’m not grateful for this

Hold me like an object
Will me like a prophet
Live on pious ground
Love me like a godhead
Hate me like you see red
Holier than thou


Hold me like an object
Will me like a prophet
Live on pious ground
Love me like a godhead
Hate me like you see red
Holier than thou

Die quietly
Mother is trying to sleep
Live silently
Hold the enemy

 Hold me like an object
Will me like a prophet
Live on pious ground
I had to fall upon your knife
Love me like a godhead
Hate me like you see red
Holier than thou
You’re a killer, I’m alive
You’re a killer, I’m alive

Track 6. We’ve Been Waiting

Evil knows evil
Is evil in me
I want to be good and I want to believe
When I was a god cried like a baby
I was alone and I couldn’t save me

 Do you remember now
You’re going nowhere
You’re coming home
Do you remember how
You’ve never met anyone

 Have you met yourself
Behind the eyes
Are you tired
Are you fucking tired
So much to lose
So much to die
We’ve been waiting
For you to arrive
For you to arrive
For you to arrive
For you to arrive

Rouse from your days in the arms of Morpheus
I whisper in the ear of a king
Wake on the stage
Come back to us

 Do you remember now
You’re going nowhere
We’ve been waiting
For you to arrive
For you to arrive
For you to arrive
For you to arrive

(What are you waiting for)

There are many worlds inside the world
How’d you get there living unturned
Are you here alone
Did you learn to hide

There are many worlds inside the world
How’d you get there living unturned
Are you here alone
Did you learn to hide

We’ve been waiting
For you to arrive
For you to arrive

Are you tired
So much to lose so
So much to lose so
So much to lose so
So much to lose so

Holy hi
Holy hi

Track 7. Don’t Hurt Me (I Used To Be A Baby)

Fuck this place
Fuck this place

Daddy told me on his deathbed
I know the dangers
You’re well written
Well read
But I don’t talk to strangers

 The world can’t turn like this
We’ve counted down the days
We agreed we knew the risk
We’re going to a better place

 Can’t kill the shame
Can’t kill the shame
Cant kill it
I’m going up, up, up in disgrace
Up, up, up in disgrace

Can’t kill the guilt
Can’t kill the guilt
So sorry
We’re going down, down, down in glory
Down in glory

 Don’t hurt me
I used to be a baby
Bathe me, clothe me
Don’t hurt me
I used to be a baby
Feed me, save me
Don’t hurt me
I used to be a baby
Bathe me, clothe me
Don’t hurt me
I used to be a baby

The rich look delicious
Let’s eat them
Fuck this place

And a fucked up table table
And a fucked up table table

The world can’t turn like this
We’ve counted down the days
We agreed we knew the risk
We’re going to a better place

Don’t hurt me
I used to be a baby
Bathe me, clothe me
Don’t hurt me
I used to be a baby
Feed me, save me
Don’t hurt me
I used to be a baby
Bathe me, clothe me
Don’t hurt me
I used to be a baby

Fuck this place

The world can’t turn
Fuck this place
The world can’t turn
Fuck this place
The world can’t turn

Track 8. Mercy

Not fair anymore
Never was
What a world
Gravity lay another pound on me
What is this house coming down on me
What a world
What a world
Some saints that should be damned
Some wolves are soft as lambs
I couldn’t see it then 

There was no one to hold me
When I was young
When I was young
Show me a little mercy when I’m done
Show me a little mercy when I’m done

Not a lesson anymore
Never was
What a world
Oh lay another hand on me
Tell me what you found in me
The killer takes the throne
A quiet cry within the glow
I can see it now 

There was no one to hold me
When I was young
When I was young
Show me a little mercy when I’m done
Show me a little mercy when I’m done

There was someone who hurt me
When I was young
When I was young
(There was no one to hold me)
Show me a little mercy when we’re done
(There was no one to hold me)
Show me a little mercy when we’re done

My mother told me I was evil
Every day I was a girl
And of my father I was fearful
I can’t make it in this world
It’s very sad, it isn’t fair
It happens everywhere
But I found goodness
In the end
Anybody can 

There was no one to hold me
When I was young
When I was young
(There was no one to hold me)
Show me a little mercy when I’m done
(There was no one to hold me)
Show me a little mercy when I’m done

There was someone who hurt me
When I was young
When I was young
Show me a little mercy when we’re done
Show me a little mercy when we’re done

Track 9. Lights On In Wonderland

I hear the light
I see bells ring 
Bought back my soul
From the astral ink
And the planets were sick
And the planets were sick
What a precious cry
What a blessed life
When it begins

After all this time
After all this guilt
After all this wine
After all these pills
I ran up the sky and I turned around
I said take me down

Time won’t touch it
It doesn’t matter anymore
I sullied the name
I had before
Tell me the story
Show me your hands

After all this crime
After all these kills
After all these lines and for all my will
I ran up the sky and I turned around
I said take me down

Lights on in wonderland
Lights on in wonderland
Lights on in wonderland
Lights on in wonderland

Lights on in wonderland
Lights on in wonderland
Lights on in wonderland
Lights on in wonderland

Track 10. Fin.

There’s a hole in the wall
And I crawled in once before
I can see the ones
I can see the zeros
When I get close
For all the times that I’ve drowned
They mean nothing to me now
What do I know
What do I know

There’s a hole in the wall
And I crawled in once before
I can see the ones
I can see the zeros
When I get close
For all the times that I’ve drowned
They mean nothing to me now
What do I know
What do I know

You can play with us
We can wine dine cry
You can play with us
We can shine fight die


We’re all trying and we’re all going to die
We’re all trying and we’re all going to die
We’re all trying and we’re all going to die
We’re all trying and we’re all going to die